There some days that I just forget to eat. I don't try to. It's not an obsessive diet, or a disorder. I just... Forget. I get so busy with school and my job that by the time I get home at the end of the day I realize I haven't eaten in over 13 hours. And by that time, I'm not hungry all over again. Nothing sounds good.
So I just go to bed.
Promising myself I'll eat tomorrow.
Sometimes I do the same thing with my feelings. I wake up, go to school, go to work, and come home. All without feeling a single thing all day. And when I finally go to bed, and lay there staring into the dark abyss around me, I realize I had been an emotionless robot all day.
And as I drift off, my mind beginning it's wandering journey into a dreaming subconscious I promise myself.
Promising myself I will feel tomorrow.
promising myself i will feel tomorrow.
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ReplyDeleteI LOVVVE this post probably cause I forget to eat to! Which people tell me is not a good thing so I try hard ever day to eat. I guess I'll have to feel tomorrow to!
ReplyDeleteThis. This is relatable. So good.
ReplyDelete"without feeling a single thing all day"
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ReplyDeleteYes. Yes. All of this. Forgetting to eat. Forgetting to feel. Realizing that and making promises that I'm not sure I can keep. This is real.
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